I'm living a dream. One of my dreams.
To be selfstanding. To depend only on myself.
To live my own life. Away from my parents. My "birthnest".
I'm a free bird.
I've done my studies. Proven myself to my parents that I am complete.
Out of their guard, I now stand alone and on my own, making my own way and walking my own path.
I should feel fulfiled.
But I'm not. Not completely.
Life goes on in circles. Or should I say "square circles". Circles with turning points of 90º, sometimes 360º, sometimes 180º only.
On some ocasions the turning point is.... unpredictable. That can be either good or bad. But when you predict the turning point, you creat expectations. And that.... that can only be bad.
And it gets worst, complicated to be more precise.
Right now, dear reader, you're just picturing the "square circle" of life as a single dimension. Like a draw on a sheet of paper. Simple and easy to imagine and define.
But the "square circle" of life is 3 dimensional. Multi-dimensional.
The turning points can go up, down, left, right. forward, backwards, diagonal.... you name it! They even involve time and space!
They go slow, fast, steady paced, throtle or keep you on hold!
They can make you start a new line, leading to a new "square circle" or maybe jump, creating a gap!
You think this can't get any more complicated? Don't fool yourself. The line being drawn by you can also be changed. It morphs and takes shapes. The line can be thiner in one moment and enlarge in a split-second! Or assume a diferente color (life ain't just black and white you know?).
For f*ck sake! What I'm trying to say is that I'm looking for the perfect circle!
But my goal... oh my goal... it's the sphere.
One man IS an island. But two people that love each other.... that's something way much BIGGER.
